i dun noe wat happen yest..
reli..
me and my guy solve our misunderstandin aredi..but still..the feelings fer hym fade aredi..
im not into hym animore..
yest..
im werkin..3.30 to 10..
ijal say hi to me..gosh..was so surprise to see hym..heheeh
he look diff..omg!!hahaha
i dun noe y...afta taht i seem happy..
even my guy notice that..i myself din notice it until i reflect wat ive done fer yest..-the whole dae i mean..
hahah~
its bcoz of ijal..he make my day.haahahahah

i was threaten by my own guy fer not doin wat he wanted..gosh..
i dun noe wat to do..reli..
haiz..
wish as soul cud be kind enuf to lend my her/hys shoulder..
i cudnt and shudnt trust people now daes..don noe wats on their minds..
wth
tats is the reason i chose to change my link..i dun wan my guy to see tat i wrote bout hym..haiz..
if he see this..my lyf's in danger..its bout my,myself and i..no one involve..
he went haywire redi..
no one wud love to hear this..
well..
lyke evryonr sayin..the truth hurts more..
so yeahh..

ouhkay..pple come and go away as they wish.they dont care about what i feel what i want..and ths people..ade just left me this afternoon.sent him off at the budget terminal..had one llast hug one last say to him..oh my god..i miss him so much..
and yeahh...farhan..yesterday text me..today not..tml?haiz..only god knows..and yeah..who else wanna leave me?go on..ijal do so redi..he din text me for quite some time..just now,out of the blue,he text me,asking for sweet good nite msg and sweet msges..i hate it luh..

btw ths frens..fer bein there fer me..especially my ite mates and my x,apeas..

alright..who should i blame?myself?is it serious my fault for asking yaya to accompany me the other day?
what should i do?the mother keep blamin me for this..n yeah..im seriously innocent..god damn it!fuck...after the mum clled me for bout 20 times,..(the 20th i pickup)i receive scoldin from em..yeah ths alot ey?ku tk tau pe2 dpt tu sumer pe?aku tau uh mak bpk maner tk risau kan?tpie tk kan kau nk kene mrh aku bodo???aku tk salh siol..check dulu uh sial..!puki tul..at least mak aku ader tnyer kwn2 adek aku baek2 bile aku went missing..sial..

heheeh at last i get ijal's pic!wee~im happy todae!!

k wait..ferst ting tat i wanna sae!
i cried just now!!
wawawawa..kekek!
heheeh
seriously,i dun noe why..
i just feel lyke..hmm..im missing ijal so much!!
haha
went wit syaza window shop lookin fer gifts..
n yeah we found wat we'r lookin fer..
hee
cost bout 31 bux..n yeah..maner aku nk nk carik tu duit siol..hahaa

n yeah..i had fun todae..
woohoo!
high elemant after sch..
im the ferst guhl tho..heheh
n yeah..
im shaking dude!wawawa
haha
but i had fun..

went werk bit later yest..i went to rebond my fringe earlier on..
n yeah then head to werk..
i didnt get to see ijal again..hys not werkin..
damn it uh..

shahid came to my werk place..
n yeah..
was kinda shock..
haha din expect hym to b lyk..
erm..
hys 18,hys look innocent but he tok crap..haha
went break with hym..ate ljs..again..
haiyo..
then he went home..
after werk,met saiful at wdls..
ate supper..
slack wit hym fer a while till 2plus in the m.ning.. then head home since mum kip calling me..hahaaha

im feeling kinda bored todae..not werkin n no plans..n yeah..tot wanna mit syahid but he got kendarat todae..
so the only thing that i can do is to slack at home..damn.. im so fucking bored..
made plans fer this wednesdae..
goin out with joanne one of my colleagues..
and ade.an indonesian guy,werkin at katrina..
joanne wanna find angmos..hahahaa
n yuh..both of em goin back to teir own country soon..
im sure gonna miss them alot..boohoo